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Saturday, November 3, 2012

Life

What a big surprise.. nope, i should have say 'shock'.

Get up in the morning, checking my facebook and the messages.

"Crying.. My friend passed away"

Yea.. My friend's friend passed away in an accident. I was stunned for a long minute. I don't really know his friend, but I'm at a loss, thinking what should I do now.

I don't know what boy thinks, but as a friend, I do have the responsiblity to comfort him. A message would be good enough I thought, with a =)

Sometimes I do think, life is extremely brittle. Last month, one of the 'famous' nuisance of my primary school had passed away; Day before yesterday, one of my friend's friend passed away and yesterday, another one.

They are teens. And just left this fantastic world like this.

Everyday, many of humans are ending their life, forced or voluntarily. I know it's inevitable. You know too.

But when the rate of surviving is higher than the rate of leaving, no one remember the fragile of one's life until someone around them unluckily passed away.

Friday, November 2, 2012

Book Commentary: 《战地情书》


I thought today is the last day for my 2012 school life. But it isn't. A meeting of PRS(pembimbing rakan sebaya) is held on Monday. ~I'm wondering who will b our future leader~I do hope i can catch a position in the Kelab Kerjaya~ =D

Currently, Form 4's textbook is no longer left, replaced by pile of Form 5 ones. The books remind all of us about the SPM, of course isn't a nice reminder. 'Work hard, play hard', this quote always in my mind (although I'm not really realizing it XD). I trust that, the pressure of SPM can change my mind, despite the stress of distortion of mentality =P

Finishing a book leads an immense of sense of accomplishment~ Recently I had finished the  New Moon and a chinese book,wrote by 禤素莱 (Xuan Su Lai), named 《战地情书》( The Love Letter of the Battlefield). She's a Malaysian, is an army translator. This job seems far from us right? In her first book,《随军翻译》(Army Translator), she transmitted more information about the culture conflict among the western+eastern thinking and the Arabian's. Patriarchal system of the Arab countries had caused a series of mishap on the the author, real story. However, The Love Letter one is more about the inner emotion and circumstance of the troops. Leaving their families, protecting their country, causing wound and death, separating with buddies after missions and other feeling in the deepest of the core of their brittle heart. All of this shows the weakness of human in stopping the game of the old which is inevitable since ancient- WAR! Anyway, i prefer the first 1 because I'm not really a sensible girl, my rationality overdo my sensibility~ The Army Translator give me many information and it widen my horizon and let me read the contra happens in the other corner of the universe =) 

~~ 随军翻译(后)与战地情书 ~~
Army Translator ( under ) & The Love lteer of the Battlefield
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“不可能”是块挡路的石头,某些人知道可以对它说“布”。
Nothing is impossible because I'M POSSIBLE!

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

HOLS

It had been so long ago I had updated my bloggy, more longer for an english one. Okay, from today onwards, I'll post more post in english, for the sake of my english level XD
Thanks for my friend for motivating me AHAHAHA

I found that art of drawing is quite interesting~ Just like words, it can tranquil your inner feelings and put your hair down, like a great downpour flushing away all the hustle and bustle in your daily routine, especially those stressful stuff. Well, in a matter of fact, I not yet start my self-learning drawing session. HAHA. But I know that my curiousity would drag me in. One or two, I'll work it out~

Now here's my holiday plan. It's quite .. artistic HAHA i have to practise my Dizi on a new song called 《赶街》, check out the drawing things, do some strength training and practise on my dance, new song for piano, movies & series and of course READ~ As the twilight saga: Breaking Dawn part II is going to play in the theatre, I HAVE to finish the books asap. And I have almost a dozen of books in my cupboard, which I didn't even touch before after paying for them XD. I desire to learn a four-hands playing - from the movie 'Secret' but unfortunately, i have  no companion T^T My friend's refusal drive me to the deep of disappointment. Nevertheless, I still have pile of songs stoodby - to be learned =)

November, a poetic holiday month.

December, an exhilarating period~
December is for nothing but TAIWAN! 21day-trip will probably be the best part of my long term hol.~ Yet, I'm still headaching about the 'sponsors' from the See-s. Trying the best to persuade my second brother - the Diamond >.< He offered me a trip to Bali instead of subsidizing me in my lovely Taiwan trip. AWWW, the merciless sun, tropical beach and penetrating UV light doesn't looks captivating to me. He can save more and I can get what i fond if he deal with my offer- subsidize me. But he declined =-=''  It doesn't make sense. I had never understand a boy's mind. ARGH.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

很想说累,但,“不”!

人,
可以乏
却不被允许累

心若累,
梦就会粉碎,
一切都将被现实摧毁,
也会被泪击退
最终 灵魂 崩溃

Thursday, June 21, 2012


       嘈杂的班上,大家肆无忌惮地高谈阔论,只有一声“老师来了”才能停止此起彼落的喧闹。但是,那一声却迟迟没有在大家耳边响起。谈天,聊地,总是在班上最难以压抑的事。少了一个年长的人,同龄之间总是不乏共同的话题,大家“话”的小宇宙也在没有控制下爆发。
               
      “啊,镇里的必胜客装修了可是好没去嘞~”一句话掀起了一阵兴奋。学生嘛,贪新鲜。聊着计划着,口里吐出一个又一个名字,一个接一个被列入“宾客”名单。有些是聚会必请,有些是意思意思叫一下,以免被连声“伯记噢”(没有招)攻击得体无完肤。

                这些被列入意思意思的,是什么样的朋友?我问自己。

           那个校园,那个小小的班,我那样的挽着她们的手,那样漫步在周会广场上。“那”,让我心淡。“那”,是曾,是远方。因为教育政策,我和十几人,依依不舍地,换了新的学习环境。心却仍系着大家齐共度三年的校园。但,留下的几位,却让友情的那份温暖,随那十几人,大摇大摆地离开。

                看不透,像座位旁窗外的乌云后那片蓝天。朋友,为什么会有对我们厌恶之情藏于心底?我们背信弃义了吗?扪心自问,没有。女人心,海底针。女生心,绵里针。看不见,却在不知不觉中受伤害。没有人明白,我们做错了什么,但却知道,我们的心凉了。朋友,认识十年,之间的感情却如此脆弱,悲哉哀哉!

                有时候,雪藏一份感情比撂在那儿辛苦,不是吗?那为何不让它顺其自然,在时间秒海里被冲淡,变成被命运主宰的一份情?从天堂直坠地狱,是何等残忍,何等无情。这瞬间被雪藏的,不只是一份友情,而是许多颗心。我们不再是旧学校的学生,就不再是朋友?我们都不敢多问。背负着转校生的标签,我们不再是什么,我们什么都不再是。不再是资深的学长,不再是同班同学,不再是独占鳌头的那几位,不再是几乎认识全校的那个人,不再是叱诧风云的校园人物,不再属于那一票人。两头不到岸,愈显得渺小。

                单纯的友谊,是天涯若比邻的。那些朋友,我期待,再次挽着你的手,告诉你这番话。

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

分享一下我的诗歌,见笑了

《发意》


徐徐下风扬起了青丝
拂过了笑靥
看似轻如鹅毛
无拘无束  飘逸的
摇曳
   系着多少潜藏的沉重

披肩长发
像黑洞    黑而毫无破绽
天生就背着使命     卸不掉责任
柔中带刚地坚守岗位

雪白华发
是忧愁孕育的生命
是岁月泛起的涟漪
在古 乃大智大圣之累积
于今 是父母的心力交瘁

古惜发如命者
今已绝了踪迹
曾经的思绪
被科技    断了续
昔日落发
只为长伴晨钟暮鼓青灯
而今
千丝万缕  喻成烦恼
耻笑着双亲的恩义

黄红紫蓝
连花儿也自叹不如
如纯洁的羽绒
被彩盘上的颜色 沾染了
面目全非

今天
它们
只是三千烦恼丝

——玲
秘密的地方。。
被遗忘 却默默眺望
期许中着 回首看看
终回到此处
微笑 以文字献上
点缀着 道出梦想的地方

 一见如故,是不是会再见似初?

盼望下次能因书碰面,眼神,对望,尽在不言中。。———— 致:远方的朋友

曾经挽手共度被欢乐嬉笑缭绕的分秒,

那些笑,是否能在有幸见到?我不了。。

放掉,是,是没什么大不了,可,我心不曾萌此念头,不,是我们!除了你们。。。

想起漫步在五角星的建筑群里,都沦为回忆,沦为痕迹。。———— 述:心有芥蒂的朋友

不为五百块伤脑,但,做不到,累,占据我的躯壳 ———— 我

Sunday, September 5, 2010

book fest!~

today went to the book fest at klcc~~
although it's quite crowded, it's awesome!
bought 10 books~ and spent rm166.. so cheap~~~

this year so many ppl.. last year H1N1 so good.. no ppl 1..
ah goh miss the chance to buy 言情小说... thr got soo many~
haiz.. cant find the 《绝代双骄》 by 古龙.. quite dissapointed..
BUT, the thing tht makes me more dissapointed is
JIN YONG's series tht i dreamed dont hv stock.......

KNS!
but nvm.. hope i can finish all the books and the secret seven book/famous five book in this year~~ i hope i can go again next year~~~